Unwholesome Talk

Do not let any unwholesome talk come out of your mouths, but only what is helpful for building others up according to their needs, that it may benefit those who listen. And do not grieve the Holy Spirit of God, with whom you were sealed for the day of redemption. Get rid of all bitterness, rage and anger, brawling and slander, along with every form of malice. Be kind and compassionate to one another, forgiving each other, just as in Christ God forgave you.
Ephesians 4:29-32

Unwholesome talk includes gossip, swearing, put downs, lewd/crude jokes, name calling, complaining, lying, boasting, slander or belittling. In my hurt and anger with my family, I at times find myself saying things that are not uplifting--I say things behind their backs that I wouldn't necessarily say to their faces. But here is a command that says that I should be blessing my family, and not be bitter and angry and unforgiving with my family. I need to love them and be compassionate.

In all things God works for the good of those who love Him

There are times when I look at my life and the world around me and wonder how it all works out. But I remember that I am not the one in control of the things around me at all. Sometimes I have a hard time knowing down in my heart that God is in control of all things, especially when I am irritated, frustrated, angry or hurt. Sometimes knowing that God is in control is merely a head knowledge, but where does that get me? -- Just feeling worse off than when I started, because the only way I can have comfort and solace is by knowing it in my heart as well.

As scripture says, "And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love Him, who have been called according to his purpose. For those God foreknew He also predestined to be conformed to the likeness of His Son, that He might be the firstborn among many brothers. And those He predestined He also called; those He called, He also justified; those He justified, He also Glorified." Romans 8:28-30

Since in all things God works for the good of those who love Him, I have no reason to worry or be anxious or frustrated or hurt about anything that happens or may happen.

Rejoice

Rejoice in the Lord always, I will say it again: Rejoice! Let your gentleness be evident to all. The Lord is near. Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. Philippians 4:4-7

In this world, we have an adversary--named Satan-- and he loves to wreck havoc. Satan's main goal is to keep people from coming to Christ and getting to know God. In the last couple of days, I have been dealing with this in regards to my family, especially my parents. Neither my dad nor step-mom are Christian, and me visiting them would be an opportunity for God to reach out to them using me to do so. So Satan whispered to them, reminding them of my past sins against them, and my dad played the "I don't trust you because of past behavior" card, which is essentially the "unforgiveness" card. One of my roommates read this scripture the other night and is reminded me that I need to not worry or be anxious about is, because God is in control. If we trust and rejoice in God and His promises, then there is absolutely no reason to be anxious.

Since you died with Christ to the basic principles of this world, why, as though you still belong to it, do you submit to its rules: Do not handle! Do not taste! Do not touch!? These are all destined to perish with use, because they are based on human commands and teachings. Such regulations indeed have an appearance of wisdom, with their self-imposed worship, their false humility and their harsh treatment of the body, but they lack any value in restraining sensual indulgence.
Colossians 2:20-23

 I  find this passage so good because it's a reminder that we shouldn't be living by "false, worldly, religious, elementary teachings," as one of my study bible notes puts it. We aren't supposed to "combine faith in Christ with secret knowledge and human regulations concerning such physical and external practices such as circumcision, eating and drinking, and observance of religious festivals." NIV study bible notes, Col. 2:8.

Something that has been put on my mind and heart is that faith--a undying belief and trust-- in Christ is the only thing that saves us, but anything that we do that follows God's laws is an outpouring of our hearts. The outward merely reflects the inward. If we have confidence in who God is and what he has done for us, it will show in how we act and in how we treat others.

Texas

In the last couple of months, I have been tested and tried. In that I have been changing, seeing myself for the beautiful, loved woman God has made me. I am not perfect, nor will I ever claim to be. I have made mistakes, but I repent from them and ask for forgiveness from myself, the people I have sinned against, and God. I have found there are people I know that don't understand who God is and think that it isn't ok to separate myself from that which is hurting me. I realize my actions are misunderstood and people will take offense to them, but I ask that those people whom take offense have forgiveness written on their hearts instead of allowing the offense to attach itself to them. I will not allow the hurt, bitterness, resentment, unforgiveness, anger, fear, grief, perversion, or any other negative emotion or sin to attach itself to me. It may mean that I don't speak with you for a period of time until God can strengthen my foundation in Him. God works in ways that even I, one of His loved children, do not understand.
I ask that no one pleads with me to keep in contact with you. If God says for me to not speak with you, I will listen to him before I listen to a fellow human. You don't know what God is doing in my heart, mind and soul unless I tell you. You don't know the conversations I have with Him. God's wisdom is greater than any human wisdom and what makes sense to Him doesn't always make sense to us, especially to those who don't have a personal relationship with Him.
I came to Texas unsure of what to expect, not knowing what kind of changes God had in mind for me. I still am unsure of what to expect, but I do know God has good plans for me, good changes to  make within me. I pray for the people in my life who do not know God, that they may come to know Him. I desire for them to realize their own potential, which can only be found in God.
Something I am learning is that my life is not my own, and that it isn't such a bad thing for me to belong to God. We are here because of Him, so why not Give Him the Glory instead of taking it for ourselves? What about ourselves deserves Glory? The knowledge and abilities we have, we have because they have been given to us by an almighty, sovereign, loving, just, forgiving God.
I desire to live the life I have been given to Glorify my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. I desire to be loving, kind, forgiving, joyful, peaceful, firm, uplifting, confident. I want to be a blessing to the people around me. I want to be able to discipline and rebuke when needed. I want to be able to look people in the eye and tell them who my God is, and why I am different. I want people to see God in me, rather than seeing me. 

Listening to God

For the last couple of weeks, God has been very much on my mind and heart. I have been having a hard time with things because I knew for a while that the person I was staying with wanted me out of her apartment. The morning I left to visit family for Easter, she told me that she really needed me out. I was worried about it the whole week because I had a feeling that she wasn't going to be happy with me when I got back. I was there for one night before she got a bit brash about it. I left that afternoon a bit upset and went to my friend Nikki's dad's place in Long Beach where she's staying.
I know I should have been out a while ago; I wasn't happy being there as I didn't have my own space or privacy and it was stressful. There were too many people in such a small space--we were getting on each others nerves. I haven't gotten a job, so getting my own place or renting a place with friends has been out of the question up until this point. I have wanted to work, because I have been so bored not doing so. I've been so tired of looking for work and not getting any prospects, that I've been tempted to pull my hair out.
I'm thinking about going to Texas with Nikki. I've been praying about it and since I don't have anything holding me down here, it may be the best move for me to make. I was considering moving back up with my parents in WA, but I don't think that's the best option. I don't get along well with my dad when we live under the same roof. Part of it is that my dad doesn't know how to treat me like an adult--I think he still sees me as a kid. Another part of it is that we are so much alike, making it hard to know how to deal with each other.

Headcovering Commitment

I have had a hard time committing to covering my head. I go back and forth. Some days I cover, while other days I don't feel like doing so, so I don't cover on those days. I want to, but at times I feel self conscious about it.

I recently renewed my license and in my photo, my head is covered for "religious reasons." So now it validates it even more. It's less of an issue, I guess in a way, because now my official form of identification has a picture of me with a scarf on my head. I still at times feel self conscious about it because I don't personally know any other Christians who head cover. I've been covering since last September and I don't think I will stop unless God tells me to do so.

New Beginings

December 13, 2010
Last Friday, I left Job Corps. One of the security guys, Brandon took me down to my dorm to get my stuff right after he got to work, and for half an hour we spent our time loading my stuff into the Durango. On the way down, I warned Brandon I had a lot of stuff, but he wasn't quite prepared for it. My stuff was in the aisle of the AWOL room, and when we got there and he opened the door, he was amazed at how much stuff I had-- 7 boxes and several bags, including a suitcase, hiking backpack, and my school backpack. Brandon got me laughing so much with him picking on me about how much stuff I had, and when I reminded him that I had been there for two years, he told me that in four years of college he hadn't accumulated nearly as much.
When we got back up to the gate, my friend Deedee was there waiting. Given her car wasn't big enough to fit everything, I put only what I absolutely needed into her car. Brandon had offered to put my stuff in the shed at the gate until I could pick it up. He finally went to ask the security manager about driving myself and my boxes out to seaside, who said yes if we could do so in one trip. So we got to spend an extra half an hour together.
We laughed more on the drive-- there were a couple of times when he changed lanes and I looked to see if there was anyone next to us; habit from when I was driving.

Natural Disasters

Last Thursday, there was an earthquake and tsunami in Japan. Areas of the west coast of the US were evacuated, including Seaside, OR. I have read articles and seen photos and videos of the damage in Japan, and it breaks my heart-- not so much the damage to the buildings and cars and earth, but rather the impact the damage has had on the people there; that and the lives that have been lost. Many people are trapped or without food, water, shelter or warm clothing, or wondering where there loved ones are. Others have died--drowned, crushed, starved, dehydrated. I cry even as I type this. I know that there is hope in God, but there is only a small percentage of Christians over there; it is one of my most fervent prayers that the Japanese come to know God through this tough time. I think God is allowing natural disasters to be more frequent and severe as a way to get people's attention and focus on Him.

Carmina Burana

I got to sing this when I went to Edmonds Community College a few years ago. This isn't the group that I sang in, though.

Calling for a Flood

While I'm Waiting John Waller

As for Me and My House - John Waller

Embracing the Windstorm

By Christine M. Smith
Psalm 104:1-5,10-13
Elisabeth Kubler-Ross, in one of her books on death and dying, speaks about the power of embracing our greatest fears and the sculpturing marks that death leaves upon our lives:
To love means never to be afraid of the windstorms of life: Should you shield the canyons from the windstorms you would never see the true beauty of their carvings. I hope this [sermon] encourages people to expose themselves to these windstorms, so that at the end of their own days, they will be proud to look in the mirror and be pleased with the carvings of their own canyon. (1)

When anyone in the human family takes her or his own life, we are left with a deafening windstorm. The multitude of emotions that sweep through our hearts and spirits are fierce and brutal at one moment and hauntingly sad at another. If we are distanced bystanders, the windstorm only holds us for a moment and then flings us quickly back into life. If we are those most lovingly connected, the windstorm will leave us forever changed. Suicide is one of life's most overwhelming storms. It is mysterious beyond all our analyzing, all our searching, and all our naming. In the face of its profound message, we stand utterly vulnerable before each other and God.
The psalmist knows in an intimate way these mysterious moments of life and boldly declares God's presence in the midst of all.
You fixed the earth on its foundations,
for ever and ever it shall not be shaken . . .
In the ravines you opened up springs
Running down between the mountains,
Supplying water for all the wild beasts. . . .
From your high halls you water the mountains,
Satisfying the earth with the fruit of your works.
          Psalm 104:5, 10-11, 13 NJB
Yet in strangely contrasting images, when compared to the pastoral scenes of peace and harmony, the psalmist quietly proclaims: "appointing the winds your messengers, flames of fire your servants." Surely God's people throughout time have known God's movement in swift transforming fire and God's presence in fierce swirling wind. Sometimes fire will serve us an unknown gift, and the wind, even though a storm, will carry a message.
Suicide is shocking! We are a people who want to forget that the threads of life and death are tied at every turn, part of the same fabric, woven into the very cloth of existence. And each time we forget, death shocks us as some intruder or enemy of life. We feel in these moments that death has taken hold of us against our will. We cannot fathom any human being willfully taking hold of death. But in reality this is what happens, and their numbers increase each year, in each generation. In the face of such a message, such an act, such a choice, where is the God the psalmist praises, the creative and sustainer of all we know?
I have little to say about God's activity in the contemplation and taking of one's own life. It is a mystery I am content to leave an ultimate mystery, but I do know something about what that action does to the rest of the human community. When suicide happens, we all must speak about some of the profound questions raised, the faithful responses made, and the affirmations of faith that are renewed. We need not look outside ourselves for God's redemptive activity; rather, in the face of suicide we are called to look within us and around us to see and feel how redemption is manifest among us. For those of us who do not shield ourselves, this event leaves carvings on the canyon walls of each of us that take on a peculiar beauty and hope.

If we are able to move beyond the "whys that we will never be able to answer," let go of the "what ifs that we will never be able to know," and set free the "if onlys" that keep us locked in the past, we will clear our minds and hearts to perceive and ask the larger questions of our own lives and life itself.
How are we to respond when a 15-year-old boy walks slowly and silently behind a school building and shoots himself? How are we to cope when a brother hangs himself or a mother overdoses on too many pills? These moments feel like such an assault on life, we are paralyzed with grief. If God's redemptive activity is present and alive within these human horrors, we have a difficult time discerning it. God seems cruel in silence, powerless in the finality. If redemptive activity is only understood by us as God's capacity to control human choices, or our Creator's willingness miraculously to restore to life that which is dead, then God is painfully absent. Yet if redemptive activity involves bringing forth life from death, rebirth from letting go, and canyons of depth from terrorizing storms, then God is very much at work. Don't most of us ask deeper questions from life in the face of deaths that seem so lonely and despairing?
In the Christian community we must all ask ourselves where we have failed to nurture and sustain life for each other, and where the power of death has strangled the fire of life in the deepest recesses of our own being. The psalmist speaks God's praises and sings unceasingly the steadfastness of life's goodness, yet on another day a lament will pour forth from this same persons' heart.
"Yahweh, my God, I call for help all day; I cry out to you all night. May my prayer come to you. Hear my cries for help, for my soul is trouble." (Psalm 88:1-2, NJB).
We are so much like the psalmist. Life for us moves between a hymn of praise and a lament of despair. Life is difficult to live, and far too often we collapse into one death or another in the midst of its demands. The windstorm deaths of teenagers, alienated lovers, despairing parents, and hopeless adults violently turn us around to face life again.
When we perceive suicide to be an act of hopelessness, we turn to the question of our own faithfulness and the sureness of life itself. In those searching times we pause to ask whether or not life finds a home in us and in the places and communities where we live. As we ask these questions and seek their answers, we find that God's redemptive work happens within and among us in ways more mysterious than we can comprehend or say. These windstorm deaths often become wings of transformation and flames of rebirth for those of us who remain.
 Somewhere between the winds of death fully and clearly chosen and the fire of deaths tragically and desperately perceived, there are sandstorms that leave us with swirling challenges and beckoning glimmers of hope, political suicide that protest injustice and give witness to a new vision, self-giving deaths of middle-aged adults who firmly believe that life has run its course. These deaths, too, are oftentimes messengers and servants that we do not fully understand, and yet they are not easily dismissed. When we take every death seriously, it will always call all that we do and all that we are into question.
The psalmist stands beside us and proclaims anew God's eternal presence and asks us to embrace our Creator, one who comes to us as a spring gushing forth in the valleys, as a drink that quenches every thirst, as one who is clothed in majesty. But the psalmist's claim upon us is never that simple, for we are also charged to bless and celebrate the God who comes to us as wind and loves us as refining fire. When we plummet to the depths of what suicide really means, for a moment our simplistic answers are diminished, our religious piety is silenced, and our moral certainty is shaken. In these moments God moves in redemptive ways, calling us to throw our arms around the windstorm and let it cut grooves and holes and carvings into the very canyon walls of our souls.

(1) To Live Until We Say Good-bye, p. 155.
http://www.fiercegoodbye.com/?P=130
 

Recommitment

Instead of contemplating covering again, I just covered. Despite the fact I like how my hair looks now, I know that I cannot forsake what I know I have been called to do. I find that I think about God more and pray more when my head is covered versus uncovered.
I find it a bit funny that I, a woman who did not grow up in the church, am convicted to to wear a headscarf. I don't even remember how I came across the information or how I was lead to read 1 Corinthians 11. I just know that God has been pressing against my heart to cover my head. As much as I liked how I looked without a headcovering the last month, I kept feeling as if I was missing something--but I was and the Holy Spirit was telling me to headcover again.
I found a really good article about Christian headcovering and I will make it a point to post it soon. I am always looking for information backing up Scripture as to make sure I am following the Word the way God intended for it to be followed.
I started wearing makeup not to long ago. My whole philosophy is that as long as it is "modest" it isn't a problem that we women wear makeup/cosmetics. 

Should a Christian Woman Wear a HEADCOVERING?

The Law of Yahweh Clearly Expoundedby Daniel Botkin

"On the evening of 16 November 1986 whilst reading the eleventh chapter of Paul's first letter to the Corinthians, I [Lev-Tsiyon] was overcome by the Spirit and began to understand the true meaning of what the apostle had written. In reading the first sixteen verses I reflected on what I had been taught in the churches, viz. that the practice of women covering their heads during public worship was a local custom and not applicable to our day. As I read the last verse of this section, which reads: "If anyone is disposed to be contentious, we recommend no other practice, nor to the churches {local Colonies} of God" (1 Cor.11:16, RSV), the Spirit bore affirmative witness to me that what Paul had said was true not only for this time, but for all times, and that man ought not to ignore the Word of God. As I pondered on these matters further I realised that what Paul was in fact talking about was an eternal pattern concerning the relationship of Christ to God the Father, of man to Christ, and of woman to man. As I prayerfully meditated on what the sisters should do respecting head covering, the Spirit bore unmistakable testimony to me that they should obey the counsel of Paul as follows: In public meetings the married women should cover their heads with a scarf or shawl in token of their sub-mission and obedience to their husbands in the Lord, as a witness both to Christ and men that they are obedient servants of God." [1]

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D. L. Moody once mentioned an old minister who said that "the cries of neglected texts were always sounding in his ears, asking why he did not show how important they were."[2] For a number of years, this text concerning the woman's headcovering has been sounding in my ears, asking why I do not show how important it is.

I realize that most Bible-believers consider headcovering one of the least important commandments, and perhaps they are right. There are certainly many things that are more vital to our faith than headcoverings. However, the subject requires attention because it is a practice that is ignored by all but a small minority of women.

Merle Ruth, a Mennonite writing about the subject, points out that "a practice, once it becomes neglected, ought to receive more attention than it otherwise would, and this is obviously a neglected practice."[3] It is for this very reason that we should closely examine what the Bible actually teaches about this neglected, forgotten custom.

The prophet Jeremiah was commanded "to root out, and to pull down, and to destroy, and to throw down, to build, and to plant"; (Jer.l:10). I do not want to tear down people who hold erroneous views about the headcovering. However, as a teacher whom Yahweh has set in the Body, it is my duty to root out, to pull down, to destroy, and to throw down the erroneous view, themselves, because erroneous views rob Yahweh's people of potential blessings.

In New Testament terminology, this is called "casting down imaginations"; or "destroying speculations." (2 Cor.10:5 KJV/NASB). In the first part of this paper, I must "cast down" by exposing the inadequacies of some opinions believers typically have about the woman's headcovering. This must be done to establish the validity of the practice for believers today. Then I want "to build and to plant" by presenting a sound, Biblical understanding of the subject to establish the value of the practice. It is my prayer that both the validity and the value of the headcovering will be planted in the hearts and minds of readers, and thereby build up the Body of Messiah.

PART I: VALIDITY OF THE HEADCOVERING - SOME TYPICAL RESPONSES

Whenever the issue of the woman's headcovering is brought up, people often dismiss the practice in one of several ways. There are some who simply ignore the subject because, they say, there are different ways to interpret the passage. Others avoid further discussion by saying that the headcovering Paul refers to is just the hair itself, and not a scarf or shawl worn over the hair. Many others insist that these instructions about headcovering applied only to the congregation in Corinth, and that the reasons for the headcovering were due to some local, cultural customs of the First Century that are irrelevant to Twentieth Century believers. Some people dismiss the subject by saying that Yahweh is concerned with what is in the heart, and the headcovering is merely an unimportant outward symbol. Finally, there are some women who do not wear a headcovering simply because no other women in their congregation do it, and they fear they might project a "holier-than-thou" image by wearing a headcovering in a bareheaded congregation. Let us now examine each of these five responses in detail, honestly and objectively.

RESPONSE #1: IGNORING THE SUBJECT. Those who say there are different ways to interpret 1 Corinthians 11 are right. Different people interpret this passage in different ways. There are different ways to interpret almost any passage of Scripture. However, this does not mean we should ignore a subject, especially when fifteen verses (half a chapter) are devoted to giving detailed explanations and instructions about a practice. A passage of instruction this lengthy should not be neglected by Yahweh's people simply because there are different ways to interpret it. Paul felt it was important enough to write about, and the Holy Spirit felt it was important enough to preserve as Scripture for the instruction of future generations, including ours. When people interpret Biblical instruction differently, the response most pleasing to Yahweh is not to ignore it, but to seek the correct interpretation, and then humbly respond in cheerful obedience to the will of our Heavenly Father.

RESPONSE #2: THE WOMAN'S HAIR AS A "COVERING". Those who say that the only covering a woman needs is her hair base their conclusion on a statement near the end of the passage: "But if a woman have long hair, it is a glory for her: for her hair is given her for a covering" (v.15). There are three proofs that the hair cannot be the only covering Paul refers to, and certainly not the covering he refers to earlier in the passage.

PROOF A: TWO GREEK WORDS: First, the Greek word translated "covering" in this verse is peribolaion, a word that is different from and unrelated to katakalupto, the "covering" spoken of in all the previous verses. If Paul had meant that the hair is the only covering a woman needs, he would have used the word katakalupto -- the term he uses all six times that the "covering" is mentioned in the preceding verses. But Paul does not write "her hair is given her for a katakalupto." He uses a totally different word, peribolaion, when he tells us the hair is a "covering." Paul switches to another term for a reason: He wants to make sure we do not confuse the woman's natural covering, her hair (peribolaion), with the scarf or shawl (katakalupto) which she willingly places on her head.

This fact becomes even more apparent when we look at the meanings and uses of these two different Greek words. Katakalupto, the word that refers to the covering a woman places on her head, is composed of the prefix kata-('down") and kalupto ("cover"). This is exactly what a scarf or shawl does -- it hangs down from the top of the head and covers the woman's hair. Peribolaion, the word that refers to the woman's hair as a natural "covering," uses the prefix peri- ("around," as in our English word perimeter). The long hair functions as a frame that flows around the perimeter or border of the woman's face. The word peribolaion appears only twice in the New Testament, but it appears twelve times in the Septuagint, the Greek translation of the Bible which was used and quoted by New Testament writers.

It is significant that the word peribolaion is used in Deut.22:12 to refer to the tallit, the four-cornered, fringed cloak worn by men. Paul was familiar with the Greek Septuagint, and most certainly was aware of the use of peribolaion to refer to the tallit. So when Paul writes that the woman's long hair is given to her anti (literally, -instead of") peribolaion, he is telling us this: the woman is given long hair to flow around her head and shoulders instead of the peribolaion/tallit, the four-cornered, fringed cloak that men are commanded to wear.[4]

Therefore, Paul is not saying in 1 Cor.11:15 that the hair is the only covering a woman needs. On the contrary, he is saying that the hair is not a substitute for the katakalupto (scarf or shawl), but it is given to the woman to wear instead of the peribolaion/tallit. This verse also points out that Yahweh uses the woman's naturally long hair to show that He expects the woman to cover her head with a scarf or shawl, and He uses the man's absence of long hair to show that the man should not be covered with a scarf or shawl hanging down over his head like a woman.[5] This is why Paul appeals to nature in the preceding verse ("Does not even nature itself teach you?").

As Mennonite writer Ruth explains it, "When obedient to the dictates of nature, the man with his short hair appears uncovered the woman with her long hair appears covered. By this arrangement, Elohim has shown what He expects."[6]

PROOF B: CUTTING OFF THE HAIR. A second proof that the hair is not the only covering a woman needs is found in the statement Paul makes in verse six: "For if a woman does not cover her head, let her also have her hair cut off." If Paul meant that the woman's only headcovering were the hair itself, this verse would be saying, "If a woman does not have hair on her head, let her also have her hair cut off."

It is linguistically impossible to say that the woman's headcovering is nothing more than her hair. If the hair were the only "covering," then an "uncovered" woman would be a woman who already had her "hair cut off." An already hairless woman cannot be commanded to have her hair cut off. It would be like saying, "Let the bald man get a haircut" or "Let the beardless man shave his beard."

What verse six means is this: if the woman refuses to wear a scarf or shawl, she should also remove the natural covering, her hair. In other words, she should wear both coverings or none at all.

Watchman Nee comments on this verse with these strong words: "Today people keep neither of these two commands of the Bible. If a sister will not cover her hair but shears or shaves it, she may yet be reckoned as hearkening to the words of the Bible. But today woman neither shaves nor covers her hair -- a double disobedience.[7]

PROOF C: BIBLICAL AND TALMUDIC EVIDENCE. One final proof which shows that the headcovering is more than the hair is the fact that women did, indeed, wear scarves or shawls on their heads in Biblical times. The Encyclopedia Judaica tells us that "the general custom was to appear in public, and in the presence of strange men, with covered hair."[8]

We know from both the Bible and the Talmud that this is true. In Numbers 5:18, we are told that a woman suspected of being unfaithful to her husband was to have her head uncovered by the priest.[9] This tells us that a woman's normal clothing in Biblical times included a headcovering, for how else could the priest "uncover the woman's head"? We see from this passage that a woman's uncovered head marks her as one suspected of being unfaithful to her husband. Today's modern culture may attach no meaning at all to an uncovered head, but from a Biblical viewpoint, it represents suspicion of unfaithfulness.

This is why Paul says, "Judge for yourselves: is it proper for a woman to pray to Yahweh with head uncovered?" (1Cor.11:13). Paul expects the answer to be obvious (at least to those familiar with the meaning of an uncovered head). The woman with an uncovered head, Paul says, "disgraces her head [i.e., her husband]" (v.5).

The Talmud makes several references to the woman's headcovering, thereby validating its existence. We know that a woman did not go out in public without covering her head (Bereshit Rab.17; Ket.72b). Some devout women, believing that "wives' hair is always covered" (Nash. Ned.30b), wore headcoverings in their homes as well as in public (Yoma 47a; Lev. R.20:11). So important was the headcovering that some rabbis said that blessings should not be uttered in the presence of a bareheaded woman (Ber.24a). According to the Talmud, a man could divorce his wife for "going into public with uncovered head" (Kethubah 7.6). Of course I do not agree that this is grounds for divorce; I quote it simply to show the existence and the importance of the woman's headcovering in the past.

RESPONSE #3: FIRST CENTURY CORINTHIAN CUSTOM Because the headcovering is not mentioned in any other New Testament epistle, some say that the only women who needed to cover their heads were those in Corinth, perhaps due to some local to the Corinthians, but also to "all who in every place call upon the name of Yah'shua HaMashiach (Jesus Christ)" (1 Cor.l:2). Furthermore, he ends the passage on headcoverings with these words: "But if one is inclined to be contentious, we [i.e., we Apostles] have no other practice, nor have the churches [plural] of God" (1Cor.11:16).[11]

In other words, it was a universal custom in all the congregations, and not even open to dispute. If someone wanted to be contentious, Paul wrote, arguing about it was not allowed. It was a non-negotiable custom that all believers in all places were expected to practice. The reason headcovering is not mentioned in any other epistle is because correction was not needed in the other congregations. It was only the women in Corinth who refused to follow the Apostles' instructions about covering the head.

Some believers today will admit that headcoverings were worn not only in Corinth, but in all congregations, when Paul wrote his epistle. But, they say, the reason had to do with time, not place -- it was just a First Century custom. For some reason unknown to us, it was considered improper for a woman to be bareheaded. But since society thinks nothing of bareheaded women today, they say, it is no longer important. It was only important then, because it was the custom of that time.

The above reasoning is flawed for a very simple reason: it overlooks the fact that the Bible plainly states the two reasons for the headcovering, and neither of these reasons is restricted to First Century cultural customs.

The Bible tells us that one reason for the headcovering is to demonstrate the divine order of authority and submission that Yahweh has decreed (v.3). The other reason is 'because of the angels' (v.10).

Both of these reasons (which will be discussed later) have to do with eternal principles, and are not limited to some First Century cultural custom that Messianic Jews have imagined. Yahweh's order of authority and the actions of angels are not things that only First Century believers needed to be concerned with. Both of these are as valid today as ever. When the Bible clearly states the reasons for a practice, it is presumptuous to ignore those reasons, and then excuse oneself from obedience by theorizing and imagining reasons that are not even suggested in the text.

R. C. Sproul, in his book Knowing Scripture, discusses this common error that people make when they assume Paul's instructions were due to some First Century Corinthian custom:

"What is wrong with this kind of speculation? The basic problem here is that our reconstructed knowledge of first-century Corinth has led us to supply Paul with a rationale that is foreign to the one he gives himself. In a word, we are not only putting words into the apostle's mouth, but we are ignoring words that are there. If Paul merely told women in Corinth to cover their heads and gave no rationale for such instruction, we would be strongly inclined to supply it viâ our cultural knowledge. In this case, however, Paul provides a rationale which is based on an appeal to creation, not to the custom of Corinthian harlots. We must be careful not to let our zeal knowledge of the culture obscure what is actually said. To subordinate Paul's stated reason to our speculatively conceived reason is to slander the apostle and turn exegesis into eisogesis."[12]

RESPONSE #4: OUTWARD SYMBOLS AND INWARD REALITIES. We know from Matthew chapter 23 that many Pharisees of the New Testament period emphasized only outward holiness and neglected inward holiness. Many Messianic Jews, in their attempt to avoid making the same mistake, make the opposite mistake -- they emphasize only inward holiness and neglect outward holiness. The headcovering, they say, is just one of those outward symbols that only Pharisaical hypocrites are concerned about.

A passage often quoted to dismiss headcovering and other matters of outward appearance is 1 Samuel 16:7b: "...for Yahweh seeth not as man seeth; for man looketh on the outward appearance, but Yahweh looketh on the heart."

Those who so quote from this verse conveniently omit and ignore the first part of the verse, which shows us what it actually means. The context of the passage makes it clear that the Lord is not saying "dress any way you please." These words about man's looking on the outward appearance were spoken to Samuel because he was impressed by the height and good looks of Jesse's oldest son, Eliab. Samuel thought that Eliab was surely the one he was to anoint as king. "But Yahweh said unto Samuel, Look not on his countenance, or on the height of his stature; because I have refused him" (1 Sam. 16:7a). Then it was that the Lord spoke about man's looking on the outward appearance. Yahweh is not saying in 1 Samuel 16:7b that He does not care what we wear. He is simply saying that when He decides to anoint someone for a task, He does not base His choice on the height, weight, or physical beauty of the person. He looks at the heart, not the body.

Wearing a headcovering is only one of many Biblical practices that could be called outward, symbolic acts. Many of these acts can be done by insincere believers or even by unbelievers. As a result, there are, unfortunately, some people who emphasize only outward symbols and ignore the more important inward realities that those symbols represent. But the abuse of a Biblical practice by hypocrites does not negate or lessen its value and importance for sincere believers. Insincere believers, hypocrites, and even unbelievers sometimes get baptized or take Messiah's Supper, yet very few Messianic Jews suggest that these Biblical practices be abandoned by sincere believers. Likewise, the wearing of the headcovering should not be abandoned simply because it is an outward symbolic act that may be done by hypocrites.

RESPONSE #5: "NOBODY ELSE DOES IT". Some women agree that wearing a headcovering is a valid Biblical practice, but they refuse to do it because no other women in their congregation do it. They fear they will draw attention to themselves and project a "holier-than-thou" image if they wear a headcovering in a bareheaded congregation.

Our motive for obeying any of the Lord's commands should be to please our Heavenly Father, of course. Our motive should never be "to be seen of men." But if we begin to obey a commandment that is neglected by our peers, our action will often draw attention upon us, whether we want it or not. It is unavoidable. Regardless of the purity of our motives, there will always be carnal people who misjudge us and accuse us of trying to project a "holier-than-thou" image. Those women who do not wear a headcovering only because "nobody else does it" may think they are being humble and spiritual by refusing to draw attention to themselves. The sad truth is that preserving their reputation among their peers is more important to them than obeying the will of Yahweh. They fear that carnal people will misunderstand them and consider then eccentric.

The great Nineteenth Century evangelist Charles Finney tells us what to expect if we want to be truly spiritual: "You will be called eccentric; probably you will deserve it. Probably you will really be eccentric. I never knew a person who was filled with the Spirit that was not called eccentric. And the reason is that such people are unlike other folk. There is therefore the best reasons why such persons should appear eccentric. They act under different influences, take different views, are moved by different motives, led by a different spirit. How often I have heard the remark respecting such-and-such persons: "He is a good man -- but he is rather eccentric." I have sometimes asked for the particulars; in what does his eccentricity exist? ! hear the catalogue, and it amounts to this, that he is spiritual. Make up your mind for this, to be "eccentric."[13]

PART II: THE VALUE OF THE HEADCOVERING

When I visited India in 1988, I noticed that all the Christian women wore headcoverings. I asked my Indian friend, Brother Mathew, if the women covered their heads because of what the Bible said or because of some local, cultural custom. Brother Mathew assured me that it had nothing at all to do with Indian culture.

"When the Apostle Thomas brought the gospel to India in the First Century, he taught that the woman's head should be covered," my friend explained, "and they have been doing it ever since. Pastors in India never need to tell the women to cover their heads. The women know the Bible tells them to do it, so they do it."

Western culture has not been as insulated as rural Indian culture has, and, as a result, women in western culture have not continued this Biblical practice as their Indian sisters have. Many Americansand Europeans think of India's culture as male-dominated and repressive toward women. That may be true among the Hindus and Moslems, but it is certainly not what I saw among the Christians of India. It is true that leadership, decision-making, and teaching the congregation are functions limited to men; however, women are quite active in other areas of public ministry. During meetings women are free to openly pray, worship, praise, prophesy, testify, and even to read a passage of Scripture and give a brief comment on it.

The women of India do these things with godly fear and trembling, often with tears streaming down their faces -- and always with their heads covered, of course. They seem to possess a genuine freedom and authority in the spirit that is noticeably absent in most congregations in America and Europe, a land that supposedly offers women more "freedom" viâ the feminist movement. I believe this freedom and authority that the Indian sisters enjoy is directly related to the issue of headcovering. Simply putting a piece of cloth on one's head will not impart spirituality, of course. But understanding and appreciating the significance and value of the act, and what it proclaims, will result in a newfound freedom and authority for the woman of Yahweh.

The key to seeing and appreciating the value of the headcovering is simply understanding the two reasons the Bible gives for wearing it. As mentioned earlier, the two reasons are (1) to demonstrate Elohim's order of authority (v.3) and (2) "because of the angels" (vs.10). When these two concepts are properly understood, wearing the headcovering will not be viewed as some legalistic bondage, but as a doorway into glorious liberty. It will be viewed not as something to oppress women, but as something that gives women the freedom and privilege to rightfu!ly move into their Yahweh-given place of authority in the Body. Furthermore, the use of the headcovering will be seen as something that affects angelic and demonic activity when the woman believes in the spiritual realities the headcovering represents.

THE ORDER OF AUTHORITY IN YAHWEH'S GOVERNMENT

Yahweh's order of authority is clearly stated in 1 Cor.11:3. Yahweh is the head of Messiah, Messiah is the head of man, and man is the head of woman. As a divine being, Messiah is not inferior to Yahweh, yet He declared Himself to be under Yahweh's authority (Jn.5:19,30;14:28).

In the same way, woman is not inferior to man as a human being, yet the Scriptures declare her to be under man's authority in the government of Yahweh. The Heavenly Father and the Son have different rôles. These rôles require the Son's submission to the Father's authority. Likewise, man and woman have different rôles, and these rôles require woman's submission to man's authority. We can also say that man and Messiah have different rôles, and these rôles require man's submission to Messiah's authority. Woman is expected to submit to man's authority, just as man is expected to submit to Messiah's authority, and Messiah is expected to submit to Yahweh's authority.

These are the respective positions of authority and submission that Yahweh has assigned to Messiah, man, and woman. Yahweh Himself has decreed this arrangement, and we dare not argue against it. To defy Yahweh's decree is to defy Yahweh Himself. But what does the structure of Yahweh's, government have to do with headcovering? What is the connection?

The Bible says that the headcovering serves as "a symbol of authority" on the woman's head (1 Cor.11:10). By willingly wearing a scarf or shawl on her head as a sign of her submission to man, the woman is manifesting Yahweh's government on earth. She is declaring that she humbly accepts Yahweh's appointed position for her in the Body, just as the Messiah humbly accepted His appointed position under Yahweh's authority.

Symbolic acts which man decrees may be of little or no value, but symbolic acts that Yahweh decrees are more than mere symbolic acts. Yahweh has decreed that believers identify with the Messiah's death and Resurrection by means of baptism in visible, tangible water. He has decreed that believers 'show the Lord's death' (1 Cor.11:26) by means of the visible, tangible bread and cup. He has decreed that man wear a tallit with fringes to serve as a visible, tangible reminder of man's devotion to the commandments. In a similar way, He has decreed that woman wear a headcovering to serve as a visible, tangible declaration of Yahweh's authority on earth.

Headcovering is a matter of far more importance than one individual woman's submission to her husband. The headcovering demonstrates not only woman's submission to man's authority; it serves as a visible declaration to all the universe of Yahweh's entire system of authority! Yahweh has not called upon Messiah or man to wear a headcovering to demonstrate His divine arrangement of government. He assigns this privilege only to the woman. "Yahweh calls upon the sisters to show this arrangement," Watchman Nee writes. "It is through the sisters that Elohim's governmental system is to be displayed."[14]

When the woman of Yahweh sees this glorious reality, accepts her God-given position, and perceives the headcovering as a privilege, she can begin to exercise true spiritual authority in the Body. The headcovering first functions as a symbol of man's authority over her; after it is accepted as that, it then serves as a symbol of her own authority in the spiritual realm. The headcovering is similar to a policeman's badge. There is no real power in the badge itself, but the government that issues the badge will back up the authority of the policeman when he wears the badge as he is commanded to do.

This analogy can be confirmed by the Bible's description of the headcovering as exousia ("symbol of authority,"; 1 Cor.11:10). One Greek lexicon defines exousia as "token of control".[15] Another defines it as "means of exercising power."[16] When the woman of Yahweh understands these marvelous truths, she will not view the headcovering as an annoying inconvenience or legalistic bondage. She will wear it as a badge of her Yahweh-given authority, and it will truly become an effective 'token of control" and a "means of exercising power" in the spiritual realm as she joyfully moves forward, praying and prophesying with power and authority.

"BECAUSE OF THE ANGELS"

The second major reason for the headcovering, "because of the angels," is very closely related to the first, Yahweh's order of authority. The two reasons are tied together in 1 Cor.11:!0: "For this reason [i.e., because of the rôles of man and woman discussed in the verses right before this verse] the woman ought to have a symbol of authority on her head because of the angels." In other words, the headcovering shows that the woman is submitted to man's authority, and it is important that this token or badge of authority be seen by the angels, both the unfallen angels [the "ministering spirits, sent forth to minister for them who shall be heirs of salvation" (Heb.1:14)] and the fallen angels [those that are "chained in darkness" (2 Peter 2:4; Jude 6) as well as those presently operating as demonic powers].

Those who do not take the Scriptures seriously may be amused by the idea that the presence or absence of a piece of cloth can affect angelic and demonic activity. After all, if angels and demons are real, do they really need to see a headcovering to tell them the woman is submitted to authority? Don't they already know such things? Even unfallen angels are not omniscient; there are many things they do not know.

The Bible tells us that the good news of the Messiah contains "things into which angels long to look"; (1 Pet.l:12). "The secret things belong unto Yahweh our Elohim," Moses tells us, "but those things which are revealed belong unto us and to our children forever, that we may do all the words of this law" (Deut.29:29).

As it is with man, so it is with angels. There are "secret things"; which Yahweh has not revealed to angels, and other things which He has revealed to them. Yahweh has decided that He will show the angels and demons His authority, and the woman's submission to His authority, by means of a visible, tangible covering on the woman's head.

To the natural mind, a piece of cloth on a woman's head may seem to be a weak, foolish instrument for imparting divine revelation of Yahweh's authority to angelic and demonic beings. But the Bible tells us that Yahweh has chosen the foolish things of the world to confound the wise; and "Yahweh has chosen the weak things of the world to confound the things that are mighty" (1 Cor.1:27).

Readers of the New Testament may recall that when "handkerchiefs or aprons" which Paul had touched were brought to the sick and the possessed, "the diseases left them and the evil spirits went out" (Ac.19:12). This passage confirms the fact that a piece of cloth can, indeed, be used as an instrument to display Yahweh's authority to evil spirits, and affect what happens in the spiritual realm, which in turn affects what takes place in the physical realm. We do not need to understand all the mechanics of exactly how and why Yahweh's ways work, in order to walk in them, just as we do not need to understand all the mechanics of how and why a car works in order to drive it. If the car works, and we drive it according to the rules of the road, we can expect to reach our destination. Yahweh's ways work, and if we walk in them, we can expect results.

What results can we expect to take place when Elohim's authority is displayed to the angels, fallen and unfallen, by means of the woman's headcovering? We will first look at the effect on the unfallen angels, and then the effect on the fallen.

EFFECT ON THE UNFALLEN ANGELS

Hebrews 1:14 describes angels as "ministering spirits, sent forth to minister for them who shall be heirs of salvation." We see in both the Old Testament and the New Testament that angels have a very active and vital role in ministering to Yahweh's people. In the Bible we see angels bringing messages of prophecy, hope, encouragement, deliverance, instruction, rebuke, and warning to people. We also see them directly intervening and acting on behalf of Yahweh's people by smiting the enemies of Yahweh, both physical (people) and spiritual (demonic powers).

Angels are normally not seen by those to whom they minister, but occasionally they appear. The Bible informs us that angelic visitors are not always recognized as angels when they appear to people. "Some have entertained angels without knowing it" (Heb 13:l).

Why is it important for ministering angels to see the woman's headcovering? "For this reason," Paul tells us, referring back to the passage about Yahweh's order of authority and submission. In other words, when the angels are "sent forth to minister,"; the covering on the head of the woman tells the angels that this woman is submitted to Yahweh's delegated authority, and that she is therefore in a position to receive ministry from the ministering spirits. People may ask, "Why do angels need to see a headcovering? Can't Yahweh simply tell them that the woman is submitted?" Yahweh could certainly tell the angels this if He wanted to, but He has decided that someone else should tell them. He has instructed the woman herself to tell the angels, by wearing a headcovering. When the angels see the headcovering, it serves as a token or badge of the woman's Yahweh-given authority. In effect, it functions as a signal flag which tells the angels that they are now under Yahweh's orders to move and act on behalf of this woman, because she is under Yahweh's delegated authority.

The woman who covers her head in obedience to Yahweh should expect to receive more angelic ministry than she would receive without a headcovering. As she prays, prophesies, and testifies, she should expect angels to move and act in conjunction with her prayers, prophesying, and testifying. The woman who does not cover her head deprives herself of blessings that could be hers through the ministry of angels.

EFFECT ON THE FALLEN ANGELS

To understand the effect of the woman's headcovering on fallen angels, we must consider the relationship of the first woman, Eve, with the first fallen angel, Satan.[17]

Both the Old and New Testaments tell us that through the serpent, Eve was deceived by this fallen angel (Gen.3:13; 1 Tim.2:14). What was it that made the woman vulnerable to deception? It was simply the fact that she was acting independently from, rather than in submission to, the man's authority. Had she remained under the man's authority, the deception would not have taken place, for we are told that . "Adam was not deceived" (1 Tim.2:14).

The headcovering is now Yahweh's ordained means of showing the fallen angels that a woman is under man's authority. The sight of a visible covering on a woman's head announces to the fallen angels that this woman, unlike Eve, is not going to act independently from man's authority. The headcovering tells the fallen angels that this woman is in her rightful position of authority, and she is not in a position (as Eve was) to be tempted and harassed and deceived as easily as an uncovered woman would be. Therefore, the woman who covers her head in obedience to Yahweh should expect a greater degree of freedom from demonic temptation, harassment, and deception.

Of course there will always be temptations of the flesh, harassment from people, and the possibility of self-deception. But temptation, harassment, and deception of a demonic nature will be much less of a threat (and perhaps no threat at all) to a woman who covers her head in obedience to Yahweh.

Ignoring the Bible's instructions about the headcovering invites unnecessary trouble from fallen angels, just as heeding the instructions invites ministry from unfallen angels. In addition to the fallen angels who actively tempt, harass, and deceive, there are other fallen angels who are bound in "chains of darkness" in Tartarus, awaiting the Judgment (2 Pet.2:4). These are "the angels which kept not their first estate, but left their own habitation"; (Jude 6).

Since ancient times, there have been serious students of the Scriptures who believe that these fallen angels "left their own habitation" by entering the physical realm and impregnating women, who then gave birth to a race of giants.[18] These fallen angels are believed to be the "sons of Elohim" (called "angels of Elohim" in the Alexandrian Septuagint) spoken of in Gen.6:4: There were Nephilim ["fallen ones"] in the earth in those days: and also after that, when the sons of Elohim came in unto the daughters of men, and they bare children unto them, the same became mighty men [Septuagint, gigantes, "giants"] which were of old, men of renown."

Jude confirms this when he writes that Sodom and Gomorrah followed the example of these fallen angels "in like manner, giving themselves over to fornication, and going after strange flesh" (Jude 7). In other words, the sin of these fallen angels, like the sin of Sodom and Gomorrah, was some form of sexual perversion, going after "strange flesh" that was prohibited to them. Just as the Virgin Miriyam (Mary) was impregnated by the Holy Spirit and gave birth to the Messiah, so these women were impregnated by unholy spirits and gave birth to a race of evil giants.[19]

The Book of Enoch tells us that after the giants perished in the Flood, Yahweh decreed that their disembodied spirits were to remain upon the earth as evil spirits, which would "rise up against the sons of men and against women, for they proceeded from them" (En.15:10). According to Enoch, these particular demons (disembodied spirits of giants) seem to target women more than men, "for they proceeded from them [women]." The headcovering would seem to be a very effective means of dealing with these particular spirits, since it is women that they target. Because the sin of those angels in Tartarus was deserting their God-appointed place in order to have illicit relationships with women, the woman's headcovering is of great significance, for it says that the woman is in her God-appointed place. The headcovering reminds all fallen angels that woman's appointed place is with man, not with angels. By covering her head, the woman declares to the angels that she submits to man's authority, and therefore, she will not submit to the authority of any fallen angel. In addition, every woman with a covered head gives a silent but powerful testimony against those angels who are now bound in Tartarus.

The headcovering testifies that in the Body of Messiah, woman is under man's authority, man is under Messiah's authority, and Messiah is under Yahweh's authority. The testimony of the woman's covered head puts the fallen angels to shame, and vindicates Yahweh's righteous judgment against them. Thus the headcovering declares not only Yahweh's order of authority, but also Yahweh's righteous judgment against those who would leave their God-appointed place and rebel against Yahweh's order of authority.

Watchman Nee perceived the importance of this truth: "This is a most excellent testimony to the angels, to the fallen and to the unfallen ones. No wonder Satan persistently opposes the matter of head covering. It really puts him to shame. We are doing what he has failed to do. What Yahweh did not receive from angels, He now has from the church."[20]

A PERSONAL TESTIMONY

In 1987 my wife suffered for several months from a chronic illness that doctors could not cure or diagnose. The main symptom was extreme difficulty breathing, accompanied by rasping deep inside the chest. There were also occasional flu-like symptoms, such as severe vomiting. She was given different kinds of medication, but none helped. She was tested for tuberculosis and other diseases, but no explanation could be found. Thinking that perhaps she was allergic to something in the house, we moved. The symptoms still continued. Since the doctors could not cure or diagnose the illness, we simply continued to pray for healing as we had been doing all along.

For some reason, it occurred to me that our unanswered prayer might somehow be connected to the fact that my wife did not wear a headcovering. I cannot recall how or why this thought occurred to me, but it made a strong enough impression on me that I said something to my wife about it. I suggested that perhaps we would have better results if she covered her head when we prayed together each day. My wife's response was polite but typical: "How could that make any difference?" The idea that wearing a piece of cloth on her head might bring about healing seemed foolish to her. I gently reminded her that dipping seven times in the Jordan River to heal leprosy seemed like a foolish idea to Naaman, but when he did it, he was healed (2 Ki.5). I mentioned other Biblical examples of seemingly foolish actions that brought about the blessings of Yahweh. I explained that things which we do in the physical realm affect what happens in the unseen spiritual realm in ways we cannot understand.

"I can't guarantee that it will make any difference," I said. "But it certainly isn't going to hurt anything. What have we got to lose?" In submission to my authority, she began wearing a scarf each day as we prayed together. Within a matter of days, we noticed that the rasping sound had disappeared, and her breathing returned to normal again. As of this writing (1995), the illness has never returned, and I do not expect it to. This sickness, which physicians could neither diagnose nor treat, left of its own accord when my wife covered her head. Is this mere coincidence, or did the headcovering really make a difference? Of course there is no way to prove whether or not wearing a piece of cloth was what made the disease depart. But we know that when pieces of cloth were brought from Paul, "diseases departed" and "evil spirits went out" (Ac.19:12). There is no reason to believe that Yahweh cannot bring similar results from a cloth on a woman's head when it is worn in faith and in submission to Yahweh's delegated authority.

LOSS AND RECOVERY OF THE HEADCOVERING AND WHAT IT REPRESENTS

Satan works to keep Yahweh's people blind to the validity and value of Biblical practices, especially those which weaken him the most. Throughout history, Satan has used carnal men to convince the Body of Messiah to abandon one Scriptural custom after another. Near the end of the First Century, the Apostle John saw the Messiah standing outside the Church, knocking at the door (Rev.3:20). As the Bride of Messiah became more preoccupied with her own concerns in each successive generation, she gradually ceased experiencing the presence of her Bridegroom. In every generation since then, there have been godly members of the Body who have mourned the loss of this glorious presence, and sought to recover it. In the process of seeking the Bridegroom, the Bride has been harassed, wounded, and robbed of valuable practices, including the wearing of a scarf or shawl on the woman's head.

All this is beautifully illustrated in the prophetic Song of Solomon (5:2-7), as the Bride laments the suffering and loss she experienced during her sad search for her Beloved in the night: "I was asleep, but my heart was awake. A voice! My Beloved was knocking, saying, "Open to Me, My sister, My love, My dove, My undefiled: For My head is drenched with dew, My locks with the damp of the night." I have taken off my dress, How can I put it on again? I have washed my feet, How can I dirty them again? My Beloved extended His hand through the opening, And my feelings were aroused for Him. I arose to open to my Beloved, And my hands dripped with myrrh, And my fingers with sweet-smelling myrrh, Upon the handles of the lock. I opened to my Beloved, But my Beloved had withdrawn Himself, and was gone! My heart went out to Him as He spoke. I sought Him, but I could not find Him; I called Him, but He gave me no answer. The watchmen who go about the city found me, They struck me and wounded me; The keepers of the walls took away my shawl from me."

The unfaithful watchmen are carnal-minded religious leaders who have taken the shawl off women's heads by telling them that wearing a headcovering is irrelevant today. This error has unnecessarily exposed the Bride of Messiah to suffering and harassment ("They struck me and wounded me") that could be reduced or eliminated by wearing the headcovering and believing in everything it stands for. The abandonment of this practice has weakened all that it represents in the spiritual realm -- the woman's submission to Yahweh's delegated authority, the woman's authority in prayer and prophecy, the woman's right to receive ministry from angels, the woman's protection from demonic powers, the display of Yahweh's government and His righteous judgment against all who rebel.

It is time for the woman of Yahweh to dress for battle and declare war on the enemy. The woman's "uniform" is "modest apparel" (1 Tim.2:9), including a headcovering that shows her "rank" in Yahweh's army. Then, fully dressed for battle and with faith in the Captain of the Lord's host, let her rightfully move into her place of authority as a holy woman ofYahweh.

ADDENDA: QUESTIONS ABOUT SPECIFICS

Headcovering often raises questions that demand more specific answers. At what age should a woman be expected to wear a headcovering? Should the headcovering be of any particular size or shape? Should the headcovering be worn only during prayer and worship, or at other times as well?

Among "Plain People" (Amish, Mennonites, Hutterites, et. al.), the elders of each community make these kinds of decisions, and they claim it gives each community a sense of identity and belonging, similar, perhaps, to the way ancient Israelites identified with whatever tribe they belonged to.[21] If a woman belongs to a congregation that has no specific guidelines for the headcovering, and she feels unsure about specifics, she can ask her husband, since it is his authority she is under, or the elders of her congregation if she is unmarried.

The Bible does not give specific details about the size or shape of the headcovering; however, the Greek word katakalupto tells us that it should be something which "hangs down over" the head. Headbands and decorative bows do not fit the Bible's definition of a headcovering. I have seen women wear things that were little more than glorified barrettes, and then claim they were covering their heads.

The question of whether or not the headcovering needs to be worn any time other than during prayer and congregational meetings is sometimes debated. The Significance and importance of everything the headcovering represents should be taken into consideration when deciding this matter. In addition, anything we can learn from history about when and where women covered their heads in Biblical times should also be given serious thought. The purpose of this study is not to dwell on specific details such as these. My purpose has been to establish the validity and value of wearing the headcovering.

If readers have seen the validity and value of the custom, and want to reclaim it, I trust Yahweh will give wisdom and discernment in deciding on the specifics.

Footnotes

1. The Olive Branch, Section 6, vv.1-6, 1st Edition, p.20, New Covenant Press, Oslo, Norway.

2. William Moody, Life of D. L. Moody (New York/Chicago: Fleming H. Revell Co., 1900), 493. 3 Merle Ruth, The Siqnificance of the Christian woman's Veiling (Harrisburg, VA: Christian Life Publications),

3, 4. When peribolaion refers to a literal garment actually worn by someone in the Septuagint, it is always men who wear a peribolaion, with one exception. In Ezekiel 13:21 (Alexandrian LXX), the daughters of Israel who prophesy out of their own hearts are rebuked for wearing peribolaion (tallits, perhaps?), and Yahweh says, "I will tear your peribolaion and will rescue my people out of your hand.";

5. Does Paul teach that men should not wear anything at all on their heads? 1 Cor.11:4 and 7, in some English translations, indicate that a man should be bareheaded: "Every man who has something on his head while praying or prophesying, dishonors his head"; and "a man ought not to have his head covered" (NASB). The Greek katakalupto describes something that "hangs down over" the head, which immediately disqualifies using tallit or Jewish prayer shawls. Paul is saying that a man should not wear "a shawl hanging down over his head" (rs.4, Wuest trans.) like a woman. A male should not cover his head "in that manner," (rs.7, Wuest trans.), i.e., like a woman. Paul is reinforcing Deut.22:5: "The woman shall not wear that which pertaineth unto a man, neither shall a man put on a woman"s garment: for all that do so are abomination unto Yahweh thy Elohim." . It is an historical fact that the kippot, yarmulke or Jewish skull-cap did not come into existence until the 3rd or 4th century AD. Yah'shua and the disciples never wore them. Moreover, the kippah is known to be of pagan origin. For this reason, we do not permit men to cover their heads except where clearly commanded to do so in Torah in respect of the wearing of turbans by the priesthood, yet these are themselves exposed at the top so as not to cover the head. (See Michael Marlowe, Headcovering Customs of the Ancient World). The garments Yahweh commanded priests to wear included turbans for the head (Ex.28:40), and two times the High Priest was told "do not uncover your head" (Lev.10:6; 21:10). When King David and his men all covered their heads, they were in mourning for the loss of the Ark (2 Sam.15:30f; 17:14).

6. Ruth, 12f.

7. Watchman Nee, Love One Another (Richmond, VA: Christian Fellowship Publ.), 94.

8. Encyclopedia Judaica, Vol. 8 (Jerusalem: Keter House Ltd., 1971), 6.

9. These instructions to uncover the head of a woman suspected of adultery in Numbers 5 are immediately followed by the instructions for taking a Nazarite vow to separate oneself unto Yahweh in Numbers 6. The Nazarite was not to cut his/her hair until the end of the vow, at which time the hair was to be shorn (Num.6:18). It is interesting that this pattern in Numbers -- a woman with an uncovered head, followed by instructions that include cutting off the hair -- is repeated in 1 Cor.11:6: "For if a woman does not cover her head, let her also have her hair cut off." Could Paul have been suggesting a Nazarite vow for a woman who has uncovered her head and disgraced her husband, as a means of reaffirming her faithfulness?

10. Ruth points out the inconsistency of believers who dismiss the headcovering as merely a Corinthian custom, yet continue to take the Messiah's Supper, a custom discussed in the second half of the same chapter: "They would not think of arguing that Communion was meant to be observed only by the Corinthian Christians of that day. But how can one generalize the latter part of the chapter, giving it universal application for all churches of all times and then limit the first part to a particular church for a particular period? It simply cannot honestly be done." If one prefers to translate "no other practice" (NASB/NIV) as "no such custom" (KJV), the conclusion is the same. The NASB/NIV translation means we have "no other practice" than that described above, i.e., headcoverings on women. The KJV "no such custom" means the congregations had no custom of allowing people to be contentious about the subject. Both translations leave us with the same conclusion: the subject is not open to debate.

12. R. C. Sproul, Knowing Scripture (Downers Grove, IL: Intervarsity Press, 1977), 110.

13. Charles Finney, Finney on Revival (Minneapolis: Bethany House Publ.), 111.

14. Nee, 89.

15. Strong's Exhaustive Concordance (Nashville/New York: Abingdon Press, 1973), Greek Dictionary #1849.

16. F. W. Gingrich, Shorter Lexicon of the Greek New Testament (Chicago: University of Chicago Press, 1965), 75.

17. Both Christians and Jews identify Satan as the first fallen angel. In Christian theology he is identified before his fall as the angel Lucifer (Isa.14:12-15). In Jewish theology he is called Sammael (Pirque de R. Eliezer, ch.13).

18. Among those of ancient times who held this view were Josephus, Justin Martyr, Methodius, and the Ante-Nicene Fathers. (For references, see Dake's Annotated Reference Bible, p.63, fn.3f.) The Book of Enoch also teaches this (ch. 6f, 15, 105). For a more detailed article on this subject, see Benjamin Botkin, "Where Have All the Giants Gone?" Petah Tikvah 12.2 (April-June 1994): 33-35.

19. The hope of the fallen angels in impregnating women seems to have been to prevent the coming of "the Seed of the woman" (i.e., Messiah) by eventually corrupting the bloodline of the entire human race. Since these angels are now bound in Tartarus, and the Messiah has come, there is no need to expect more giants from unholy unions as in the past. However, there is a fascinating account of similar demonic visitations to a Hindu woman of India in our own time. As a young girl, this woman had been dedicated to a god that was supposedly able to satisfy the sexual appetites of over 16,000 "wives" at the same time. After this girl grew up and married, she and her husband tried to have a baby. But every time she conceived, she would soon afterwards be visited by the god to whom she had been dedicated, and she would then miscarry. A description of what took place is described by the Christian pastor who knew her: "The deity used to visit her during her sleep and performed with her as a husband to his wife. She could feel the body of this person as oily when he embraced her, and his color was dark blue. He even left the male residue within her body" [Rev. K.M. Mathew, A Mysterious New Race On Earth (Coppell, TX: Everyone Crusade, 1988), 12]. After several such visitations and subsequent miscarriages, the young couple listened to the pastor, threw out all their idols, and became Christians. Soon after, the woman conceived, and one night the demon-god came to her door again. This time, however, he could not enter the house, became miserable, and left, never to return again. Nine months later, the woman gave birth to a beautiful daughter. Other young women in the village who had been having the same kinds of visitations and subsequent miscarriages also forsook their idols when they heard about this.

20. Nee, 92.

21. For information on the clothing of Plain People, see Stephen Scott, Why Do They Dress That Way? (Intercourse, PA: Good Books, 1986). This excellent book includes a chapter that powerfully and convincingly answers objections that people have to plain dress. Copyright 1995 Gates of Eden PO Box 2257 East Peoria, IL 61611-0257.

Links

1. Renée Ellison, The Biblical Headcovering: Scarf of Hidden Power - one of the best articles ever on the subject and well worth the read.

2. Women: Will You Cover Your Head? - An elucidation of first Corinthians chapter eleven.

New Years

I left Job Corps a month and a day ago on December 10. I stopped covering the following day. I think partly it was because of the roommates I have--two of them are not Christian and wouldn't understand. I know that this particular reason is not really something I should use as the basis of my decision; nor should I have used having gone home for Christmas as a reason either despite the fact I know that my family wouldn't have understood either. One of my resolutions was to start covering my hair again, but I still have not done it now eleven days into the new year (I think for the first reason I gave about the roommates.)
There were four of us in my group of friends that left Job Corps: me, Jesseka, Carmen, and Simon. I am staying, as of currently, in Seaside, OR, which is about 15 miles south of Astoria. Jesseka went back to Yakima, WA with her parents and younger siblings and is going to school at Yakima Valley Community College. Carmen moved back to Portland, OR with her parents, and is going to Portland Community College. Simon is in Warrenton, OR with his parents. He's staying with them until he gets a job and can move into an apartment. If I can find a job, I might share a two bedroom apartment with Simon to help with the costs of living, but with the way things are going at this point, I'm not even sure whether I'll be staying in the area.
While I was home for Christmas, my dad told me that if things didn't work out down here that I could move back up with him and my step-mom. That is if I go to school anyway. I'm thinking that might not be a bad idea; if I can't get a job by the end of the quarter, I may just go back to Snohomish, WA with my parents.
I just have to pray about it and listen to what my Heavenly Father has to say, none else matters. He is my provision and leader, and I will follow where He leads. But for right now I am retaking Math 111 (college algebra) because I didn't get an official grade--I got a "Z" and I'm not exactly sure what that means.